memories..all alone in the moonlight

so right. i guess im the typical melodramatic teenage girl..... i sit outside and reminisce of the things that changed and shouldnt.....er at least i think they shouldnt have. i sing love songs at the top of my lungs and cry every now and then......wishing that the past really was as glorious as my memory recalls it to be. I know that everything changes and that is the only guarantee in life, however it vexes me to know that i cannot be everything i want to be without loosing some of what i was. i cannot be everyones rock...everyones love.... everyones best friend...all while moving on in life.college and graduation are scary enough on their own...now im thinking about twenty years down the road. i dont want to loose those connections. i dont want to be forgotten.... i want to be a part of peoples lives still. kyla donielle bray wants to be remebered. but will that happen?