am i dying?

the answer is no. Well, not physically at least. and right about now youre all thinking im crazy and wondering what in the world am i talking about. well... here it is. i just broke up with someone....not too long ago that is... like a couple of weeks. he was my best friend and the longest relationship i had ever been in. you can of course, imagine the emotional stress there. i have a new boyfriend, who is A MAY ZING. he is in college, having graduated from the same school i attend, this past may. he's going to school and taking general education classes and is getting his life figured out so that he can do something practical that will always be in demand (either psychology or physical therapy). Me on the other hand, i currently take culinary arts classes at the technical college on top of my high school curriculum....and i thought it was what i wanted to do. i still love to cook, but designing cakes and having my own company is starting to seem more and more impractical. i feel like i should take something........like business. i hate business....but you need it nowadays i suppose. my parents have never been to college, so they are telling me to take whatever it is that i want to do for the rest of my life, which isnt really hekping, only making it worse. the worst part is, if i am not going to stick with culinary arts, then i have wasted and opportunity to take a basic course at the community college that my boyfriend attends and now i will have to stay here at least a year longer after graduation than i thought i was going too, which epically sucks. if you have any advice.... if anyone even reads this that is, then PLEASE tell me something.... im dying out here by myself (hence the title)