ROCK THE DEAD

"so many thoughts running through my head but all we wanna do is rock the dead" i am still istening to this song as i type the last blog i need. yeah so. . . i got my tattoo and i loveee it. its great and amazing and i love it sooo much. i wish that i could show it off more but mom doesnt know i have it so yeah. . . anyways mrs matthews likes it : )

extra creditttt

so mrs matthews said if i can get eight of these before friday i get extra credit. sense im going to be gone tommorow and i work tonight, i gotta do all of them now. so. . . im sitting here and listening to the song rock the dead by twizted. i love them. and ICP and KOTTONMOUTH kings and boondox. . . they are really odd music and they say really offensive stuff but it just sticks with you ya know? i love it. MUSIC = LOVEE

my grand master scheme

tommorow is the day :D i get to go to south bend and see my bestest friend ever/ lovw of my life that i have been with off and on for the past four years. my grand master scheme is as folows:
1) go to south bend
2) hang out with mack
3) make him remember how AMAZING we were
4) convince him to bring his but home
5) live happily ever after
:D
the end. . . well i mean kinda. lol. happily depends on your own personal preference i guess : ) but as long as its me and mack, i can make it rhough anything. . . lissa ann would be so proud :))

so......life = I HATE PEOPLE

hmm so how does it work when someone isnt at school or around for forever, and then they suddenly decide that they hate you and dont talk to you or are really witchy towards you. its ridiculous. i hate it when people start acting that way for no reason at all. ( not gonna say any names) ANNALISE ANDERSON *coughs. anyways i think some people around here need to get their act together and stop being such **selfff edits thought** evil people. yes. i think that word is suitable for school. : /

south bennndddd!!!!

SO im going to south bend and im so excited! every day i get even more excited and i cant standdd itttt!!! its amazingggg!!!! yay for me and mack and trying to fix things and making my life the way it should be :) ima ba having the best time ever and im pretty excited that i hung out with justin and brooke and got to see aiden last night. it was greatness, awesomeness.....AMAYYYZINGGG!!!!

romantic guestures

so right. im only eighteen. and. . . i am making the most romantic gesutre ever!!! i am journeying eight hours away to profess my love for my ex and spend the week of spring break with him so that i have a fleeting chance at rekindling our romance and making it permanent this time. He never wouldve left. . . but i did it. yuck. i hate mistakes and stupidity. eww to me. lol. anyways im just casting all my nets and hoping that i can bring him home. . . or that i can make something work out between us. he is already my best friend and most trusted confidont. hope this will work. ima marry that boy someday i swear <3

so close.....

its closer and closer to graduation. closer and closer to all the things i have been waiting for. closer and closer to getting out of my mothers house. I love her but she is driving me nuts. Also, i am going to get my car today which makes me really happy because it is fixed now :)) and i get to cash my check which always makes my day better. Also...i get to see josh...the most amazing person. . . who actually takes care of me better than anyone could have hoped for. this is the longest i have stayed happy with one person in years. this must be what it feels like to be normal. eh...well at least on some aspect. :)

adult = eww

yeah got in trouble for my eighteenth birthday. woo hoo. lol. ehh no not so much. hate it that my mother cant just let it go. ahh well im leaving anyways : /