SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE....OR HAS IT ALREADY

GUILT. we all experience it. we all know it. and yet...sometimes...we cant help doing the things that cause it...they are unavoidable. there are things that mean nothing....on the surface and then when you tihnk about how others would react....it brings you to straight shame. the question i have is...do we need t ofeel guilty when we are making ourselves happy...when we know the person or item that makes us feel guilty would WANT us to be happy...wouldnt mind at all...even if they are gone? can i live with looking at him and thinking of her....and even worse, can he deal with looking at me and thinking of her.....people that were at each others thraots ... once the person who "caused" it is gone...can they really move on. guess we will know after tommorow huh? at least hes home. at least mark isnt dead...cmon...lets try it and see babe.