christmas time

hmm . i think my boyfriend is going to get me a puppy and i am extremely happy about that... however, i came back to school last night with him at around 8 pm and just sat in the parking lot in my car, facing the fb field and thought about her.my angel...my lissa. i miss her so much when things come up like christmas. i wanna get her something and i then i remeber that it will be of no use to her now. a moment of silence could not cover the silent screams and invisible tears that i live though on a day to day basis....continually mising you ocean eyes...always. < /3